is this all you wanted and more?
turnawayturnaway! what are you doing, you’re ruining everything.
restrain yourself.
I can’t wait to get this year over and done with. The stresses will be worth it in the end. Hopefully I’ll get a better mark then I plan to have, I really need to put the work in. I’m so petrified that my grades are going to drop at this point, I’m missing due dates for drafts, leaving everything last minute. Mid years are soon and I haven’t even started revising. At this point in time I would say I want to run away and give up on all this nonsense, but I’m feeling unusually calm. I want to get through this and I know I can. I’m actually so blessed to have people around me pushing me to do better, it’s because they know I can achieve so much more than I am willing too right now. At some point after fights and in between fights about study I’ve come to an understanding that it’s for the best even if I end up in tears, I just have to keep my mind set positive and not give up. And look at their constant nags as some way of supporting me. This thought probably won’t last for long, but it’s better to reflect on it now then not at all I guess. Good luck and all the blessings to all the other year 12s and anyone who’s studying!
Got my report today, I’m disappointed in the results. Oh well.
Extremely negative tonight!
so I guess the honey moon stage is coming to a stop.
